It's Wednesday! Hump Day! The week is half way over! More and more I find myself working through each day with the weekend in mind! (Mondays are rough! lol).
You're probably wondering about my subject...... watch/listen to this song!
I love this song!!! Don't think I'm crazy, but I think this is what I want to happen when I die. Just sounds like a great way to go, relaxing and peaceful... I've always thought/said that I don't want to lie a really long life, but a shorter packed full of craziness life! I don't want to be old, walking all hunched over and in pain.... what's the fun in that!? "If I die young bury me in satin, Lay me down on a bed of roses, Sink me in the river at dawn, Send me away with the words of a love song"-- I'm writing my will, this is what I want!
I really wasn't thinking about death and/or dying, I just love this song and the lyrics really caught my attention, I feel like I could have written it!
On another note. I finally caved and went to the doc recently (maybe I HAVE thought about dying lol jk) because I have been in so much pain, I just finally couldn't take it anymore. I was awake the night before in the middle of the night for about 3 + hours. I couldn't spend another night like that. I did a lot of research before I went in. I have a hard time believing doctors, esp ones that just pull out a note pad and start writing out prescriptions for meds! I don't take meds and I want someone to fully understand my symptoms and what's going on before I listen/take meds.
From the research I have done, I narrowed it down to bursitis or fibromyalgia. Either things are not good!! With either things, I won't be held back from anything, maybe just bummed for a day or so? I will be on the track to recovery in no time. Yoga is something that I have been told and read will help a lot!
It's been a crazy week for me... things have been changing a lot at work, my life... seems like everything! I have been doing a lot of soul searching as well! I was watching the movie "Switch" with Jennifer Aniston and Jason Bateman. Watch the Trailer . It was great! One thing that "Wally" said that really stuck out to me was when he was talking to Sabastion and he said "Getting old sucks because you realize all the things you didn't accomplish" (not sure if that's all of it, need to go back and watch it!) But I don't want to be that person!!! I don't want to look back on my life and be disappointed that I didn't get to do this or that. I'm already making plans to do the things that I've always dreamt about! I'm guilty of procrastination... but not any more!!! It's time to live!!!
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