Feeling amazing!!!

     Today is going to be great! For no reason other than, I said so! I slept so good last night! I feel great today! I'm feeling better after getting sick Sunday because I ate junk food! Yah, seriously! I have become really "conscious" of what I eat and have made the effort to change my eating habits. Sunday I decided to make an exception! Me and Mitch went to see "The Lincoln Lawyer" with Matthew McConaughey! It was a great movie!! I love Mr. McConaughey, but aside from that, it was a really good movie! I would give it an A!

                                                                      

     I had a good Easter this year, even though my family was out of town at my sisters. Me and Mitch went to church with my bff from high school and one of my roommates. It was nice. I also got a really cute Easter Basket! (thanks to Mitch!) I didn't get any eggs but I got some really kewl stuff!!! If any of you haven't heard of Soursop juice, you should definitely look into it! It's so good for you! There have been studies done and it's proven to cure all types of sicknesses including cancer! And it's not very expensive! No one can patent a fruit, so therefore this hasn't made it big money wise, but what a better way to get better than something to easy as eating a fruit/drinking it's juice!? Read Here

     

                                   

     

If I die young.......

It's Wednesday! Hump Day! The week is half way over! More and more I find myself working through each day with the weekend in mind! (Mondays are rough! lol).

     You're probably wondering about my subject...... watch/listen to this song!

                                                                                                          

     I love this song!!! Don't think I'm crazy, but I think this is what I want to happen when I die. Just sounds like a great way to go, relaxing and peaceful... I've always thought/said that I don't want to lie a really long life, but a shorter packed full of craziness life! I don't want to be old, walking all hunched over and in pain.... what's the fun in that!? "If I die young bury me in satin, Lay me down on a bed of roses, Sink me in the river at dawn, Send me away with the words of a love song"-- I'm writing my will, this is what I want!

     I really wasn't thinking about death and/or dying, I just love this song and the lyrics really caught my attention, I feel like I could have written it!

     On another note. I finally caved and went to the doc recently (maybe I HAVE thought about dying lol jk) because I have been in so much pain, I just finally couldn't take it anymore. I was awake the night before in the middle of the night for about 3 + hours. I couldn't spend another night like that. I did a lot of research before I went in. I have a hard time believing doctors, esp ones that just pull out a note pad and start writing out prescriptions for meds! I don't take meds and I want someone to fully understand my symptoms and what's going on before I listen/take meds. 

     From the research I have done, I narrowed it down to bursitis or fibromyalgia. Either things are not good!! With either things, I won't be held back from anything, maybe just bummed for a day or so? I will be on the track to recovery in no time. Yoga is something that I have been told and read will help a lot! 

    It's been a crazy week for me... things have been changing a lot at work, my life... seems like everything! I have been doing a lot of soul searching as well! I was watching the movie "Switch" with Jennifer Aniston and Jason Bateman. Watch the Trailer . It was great! One thing that "Wally" said that really stuck out to me was when he was talking to Sabastion and he said "Getting old sucks because you realize all the things you didn't accomplish" (not sure if that's all of it, need to go back and watch it!) But I don't want to be that person!!! I don't want to look  back on my life and be disappointed that I didn't get to do this or that. I'm already making plans to do the things that I've always dreamt about! I'm guilty of procrastination... but not any more!!! It's time to live!!!

      

Time flies!

      Wow, I didn't realize it's been over a week since I last posted! It doesn't seem that long at all! I think there were a few times that I started writing and got caught up in something else and forgot to finish/post. 
      Today is Thursday. It's kind of cloudy and little windy and not so warm out! Tomorrow is supposed to be nicer, can't wait! I need warm weather! They are doing construction at my job (which has been on going for.... about.... a year now!?) Yah, and there is a door that is not installed yet, so every time the wind blows, we feel the coldness! Makes out for a long day! 
     So I'm really excited about American Idol tonight!!!! I kind of fell asleep towards the end of the show last night, oops, apparently I was more wore out than I thought! So I had to get online and go back and watch the ones I missed. I kind of "cheated" and checked up on the online votes that were submitted last night (it's a first), so I guess we will see if it's accurate by any means. It's predicting that Jacob and Lauren had the fewest votes! I agree with Jacob. He is starting to grow on me, but like Hailey they just... don't HAVE IT. They can sing, they have "good voices", but as Steven says, it's the "package deal". I don't think we are all looking for someone that can sing standing next to a piano at an elegant restaurant, but someone that can perform and entertain! I don't believe Lauren is going anywhere. She is too on point and really connects with people, has the personality and the voice to succeed! At any rate, I'm excited to see who leaves tonight! 
     I am proud to say that I have only missed going to the gym once in the last month now I believe it is! They say it takes approximately 21 days to condition! So I'm hoping with all this effort that going to the gym/eating healthier is not just something I'm trying to do, but a rooted habit! I'm feeling better and actually look forward to the gym every day!